[mood -pissed off]
[music - Volovan]
Today was the perfect day for my great teacher to put me on the godamm floor I was feeling so fucking great "sure".... Okay if i use this on a 12 grade class
Methaphors - Discusing a Lyric
Using the details that the teacher have give you about the song, provide 2 methaphors that you could find in the song..
You can understand it. It is an activity for 12 graders.. But she put me like I was retarded like you don't understand that you cannot use a verb like "provide" bullshit it is not even on the books that you cannot use the verb "provide". I cant think I did my best even if I feel like hell today, my heart was beating faster than the normal, My eyes are teary, I wanted to cry but I could not lose my pride in from of that fucking bucth that thinks she is all that.. Like she colud be the only gay in her classroom or like woahhh.. I think she doesnt like me cuz I am diferent I am not like all the girls in her class I might look retarded but I am smart all the shit that my group did was because of me and they did it great, that is what the teacher said but when i do something no you are completely wrong. I dont even wanna be a teacher anymore, so I need help to find a new profession... " Sometimes the expression that people put in their faces when they say something about you hurts more than a word"
Changing Theme...
Lately I've been feeling, like nothing ( and with this shit today i feel it more) Chichi told me to take it easy, 'cause I could get depressed for something that will pass..
But the thing is that I don't understand why I am feeling like this, which I shouldn't, I have a great relationship with Chichi it is actually one that I have never had with anyone else cuz she is great.. But I cannot even think, GOD what the fuck is wrong with me.. I know that in some kind of way is because i dont have a job and I have to depend on my mom, my sister and even on Chichi, and that bothers me I don't want to depend on them I wanna depend on them for everything I do... I wanna move in some kind of way my mom is getting more annoyng to me every single day and I am getting tired of it, Is like oh you have to find a boyfriend you have to marry you are already old.. MOM I AM A LESBIAN I LIKE TO FUCK GIRLS I AM IN LOVE WITH A GIRL CAN YOU DIG THAT?
I couldn't sleep last nigth I was thinking about Tatiana and how I was never going to see her again, or listen to her voice telling me "Mano Vivi tu estas cabrona" and then I start crying, I miss her a lot, her jokes... And I will never see her again.. I guess I am gonna have to deal with that...
I'll write more later have a class in like 30 min and I wanna eat something or throw myself to the road so a car could hit me HELL YEAH...
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