El Mundo de Vivi y sus guitarras bailarinas...

Monday, March 28, 2005

  • Maquiavela

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    April
    Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret.Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their luver can see.

    Wednesday, March 16, 2005

    Worried

    [Mood - Tired]
    [Music - Freaky Friday DVD]

    Well is 1:30 in the morning me really worried 'cuz my sis is at the emergency room for some pain she had, I wanted to cry, I am home alone for the first time and I can't even close my eyes, I am not use to be alone, Yes I know there is always a first time for everything but I dindn't want it to be this way... Well I am sick too I have and infection on my tounsils and they have to operate them soon but for now I have to put some injection on my ass every day to supposely get better, I am use to that kind of pain you know, use to be taking a lot of blood test and well U know it doesn't hurt me at all... Hmm two operations in less than 6 months not bad at all either jajaja well Bye Bye kids nothing else to say

    Sunday, March 13, 2005


  • Maquiavela
  • [Mood - Bored]
    [Music - The Organ - There is nothing I can do]

    Que puedo decir, el weekend pasado la pase de maravilla pues estuve todoooooo el weekend con Chichi salimos los 3 dias je, el viernes salimos a Nuestro Ambiente a un party de Lesbian girls I had fun, aunque me dieron unos celos maquiavelicos al ver a Chichi bailando con mi ex.. ARGG.. El sabado pues fuimos para el mismo sitio pero esta ves era a Comunion y pues el DJ estuvo super bueno estuve toda la noche bailando, super mal pero bailando.. Y pues el domingo fuimos a celebrar el Cumple Cumple de la cuñi... In the week I started to get sick ahora tengo las fucking garganta inflamada es completamente nasty pero pues ire al medico mañana. Ayer pues cumplimos 3 meses de relacion y nos fuimos para el cine a ver Constantine..
    Our first date alone jejeje it was wonderful just to be the both of us, quite amazing, Me puse nerviosa y todo.. God I love that girl so much.. Well that was my interesting week, No job, School ok

    Mom want me to be her assistant at the bank this summer but i dont know if I am going to take the job..

    T.T.F.N (Ta ta for now)

    Thursday, March 03, 2005

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  • Tuesday, March 01, 2005

    Not a good day for Vivi

    [mood -pissed off]
    [music - Volovan]


    Today was the perfect day for my great teacher to put me on the godamm floor I was feeling so fucking great "sure".... Okay if i use this on a 12 grade class

    Methaphors - Discusing a Lyric

    Using the details that the teacher have give you about the song, provide 2 methaphors that you could find in the song..

    You can understand it. It is an activity for 12 graders.. But she put me like I was retarded like you don't understand that you cannot use a verb like "provide" bullshit it is not even on the books that you cannot use the verb "provide". I cant think I did my best even if I feel like hell today, my heart was beating faster than the normal, My eyes are teary, I wanted to cry but I could not lose my pride in from of that fucking bucth that thinks she is all that.. Like she colud be the only gay in her classroom or like woahhh.. I think she doesnt like me cuz I am diferent I am not like all the girls in her class I might look retarded but I am smart all the shit that my group did was because of me and they did it great, that is what the teacher said but when i do something no you are completely wrong. I dont even wanna be a teacher anymore, so I need help to find a new profession... " Sometimes the expression that people put in their faces when they say something about you hurts more than a word"

    Changing Theme...

    Lately I've been feeling, like nothing ( and with this shit today i feel it more) Chichi told me to take it easy, 'cause I could get depressed for something that will pass..
    But the thing is that I don't understand why I am feeling like this, which I shouldn't, I have a great relationship with Chichi it is actually one that I have never had with anyone else cuz she is great.. But I cannot even think, GOD what the fuck is wrong with me.. I know that in some kind of way is because i dont have a job and I have to depend on my mom, my sister and even on Chichi, and that bothers me I don't want to depend on them I wanna depend on them for everything I do... I wanna move in some kind of way my mom is getting more annoyng to me every single day and I am getting tired of it, Is like oh you have to find a boyfriend you have to marry you are already old.. MOM I AM A LESBIAN I LIKE TO FUCK GIRLS I AM IN LOVE WITH A GIRL CAN YOU DIG THAT?

    I couldn't sleep last nigth I was thinking about Tatiana and how I was never going to see her again, or listen to her voice telling me "Mano Vivi tu estas cabrona" and then I start crying, I miss her a lot, her jokes... And I will never see her again.. I guess I am gonna have to deal with that...

    I'll write more later have a class in like 30 min and I wanna eat something or throw myself to the road so a car could hit me HELL YEAH...


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