Just two weeks for COLLEGE, for her just 9 days... That is actually killing me, Between College, Work, and having no car to go see her during the night when she is out of school, this relationship will go down, My saturdays are not always going to be for her, and my weekdays if she is going to be working ill get a job at college as a Tutor... that will leave me no time for a full time relationship. That we actually been cultivating for more than 10 months.. That is a lot for me, Growing up with her the way I have, havent felt it or doing in it for anyone.. As i remenber in the movie
"Big Fish".. The moment that you find your soulmate everything stop, I actually don't know if it stop when I saw her but the whole time that I look at her went like 5 minutes.. All the time that I talk to her feels like 30 minutes or less even If we have been talking for more than 5 hours during the night, that we still can do that, and its been 8 months.. Why am I writing about her when I haven't wrote anything in a long time?
I am scared.. I am scared of losing her.. It may sound like everybody said, you are just in love and u find her completely perfect, But she is.. You know that everyone have like this perfect type for a person, That you said, the day I find that person I will be completely happy? I found her everything I have dream for, and wanted in my whole life I found it in her... People may think I am wrong, but she is perfect, Smart, Intelligent, even if we argue a lot I still love her bitchiness.. The way she smile, when she gets annoying and saying jokes that no one understands.. The way she looks at me.. But I don't know if I am that person to her... I know she love me, as I love her.. But we never know what is going on in her head or mine...
Being a Lesbian in PR is crap and finding someone like her is one in a Million here...
I guess my dream come true I'll enjoy it while it last....
ALL I HAVE TO SAY....
